good night cyber land

last final tomorrow. probably should have studied a little harder. oh well. wish me luck

how come

most of the guys in my life that I care about are joining the military?

first my brother

then Vilma

now Cody who is basically my brother

and now Rhett?! I know I’m not always happy with him but I still care about him!

why why why why? I understand its honorable and I have so much respect for our troops but I am worried sick about Derek and I don’t want to worry about all my other friends. I honestly don’t know if I can take it. sigh.

if you guys pray then please pray for these guys. I don’t know what I would do if something happened to them.